I change my plan, then...

saat sedang mengurusi training LPDP di Sentul

"Dek, qila demam.."

"Tapi aku harus standby sampai rabu, Ay.."

esok malamnya..

"Halo? Aqila? Lagi apa?"

"Amii.. Amii.."

"Aqila? Sudah makan belum?"

"Huuuu.. Amii.. qila mau sama Ami.. Mau sama Ami ajaaa... Uhuhuhu.. Amiii, pulaang.."

-diam diam menghapus air mata-

masih di Sentul..

"Dek, demam Aqila tinggi sekali.."

"Iya Ay, aku pulang besok ya.. Makasih udah jagain Aqila.."

-tetiba gak konsen dengan form penilaian di layar tablet-

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sudah dua hari, toilet training qila berantakan lagi..

"Aqila, kenapa ngompol lagi? Kan sudah bisa pipis di kamar mandi.."

"Nggak. Gak mau."

"Nanti kalau rasa mau pipis, bilang ya.."

"Gak. Gak mau"

"Aqila, kenapa? marah sama Ami?"

gadis kecil itu mengangguk..

"Kenapa? Karna Ami kerja di Sentul?"

"Iya."

"Aqila ga suka Ami kerja?"

"Ami di sini aja. Sama qila"

"Iya, Ami minta maaf ya... Aqila mau maafin Ami?"

"Iya.."

gadis kecil itu pun memeluk erat.

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"Waj'alna laila libaasa.."

"Terus?"

"Waj'alna nahaaro ma'asyaa..."

"Pinter.. terus?"

"Wa bainaina fau kokum sab'an syidaadaa..."

"Hebaaat.. lanjutin qil.."

"Waj'alna sirojawwahhaja.."

"Terus?"

"Gak tauuu.."

"Wa an'zalna...?'

"Gak tau amii. Aqila gak tau.."

Oh iya, sudah sepekan ini sibuk sama tugas, Ami ga kasih ayat baru.. Maaf ya, Nak...

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"Dek?"

"Ya, Ay?"

"Aa kan udah lulus. Kamu cukup kuliah aja ya.. nggak usah proyek yang nginep nginep lagi.."

"Iya sih, tapi..."

"Bayangin demamnya Aqila kemarin. Aa ga tenang ninggalin rumah, Dek.."

"Iya sih, tapi.."

"Di rumah aja ya? Cukup kuliah selebihnya sama Aqila. Boleh? Aa nya dibantu ya."

"Iya, Ay..."

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Sonny : "You must help me to get that kid back!"

Layla : I just can't. I have some works to do tomorrow, Sonny."

Sonny : "Don't you love that kid?!"

Layla : "I love him. But I just have some important works to do. Don't you realize this is the reason why I choose not to dating anyone?"

Sonny : "Why?"

Layla : "Because it will ruin my plan. having mate, having children will ruin my career plan.

Sonny : "Do you think I plan that kid to come into my life? No! But he came, and I love him so much. I change my plan, then..

-dari Film Big Daddy-nya Adam Sandlers-

And yes, I love her so much that I change my plan, then.. :')